Today was a regular day.
A regular day where I got up and groaned at the face in the mirror.
A regular day where i held back many a tear.
A regular day where i huffed angrily at a woman i adore
A regular day where i sat near a man whom i always ignore
A regular day where i felt regret.
A regular day i most likely will forget.
A regular day it was today. Until it was no longer a regular day.
A regular day it remained to be when i stared at pictures of others having fun.
A regular day it was indeed where i envied everyone
A regular day where i opened my blog to release what was repressed
Then it was not a regular day. Because today i was blessed.
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Today a girl made me sigh.
Today a girl made me laugh.
Today this girl opened my heart and nuzzled herself right inside.
Because today a girl gave me a compliment more meaningful than she could ever understand.
Well, because you see,
Today this girl made me forget the mistakes i see in my mirror.
Today this girl let me release all my tears.
Today this girl even had me eat humble pie
Today i will never forget.
Because today Sarah Janelle Thueson made me cry. (in a wonderful way---not sadly!)
But what does sadden me is that she could be so kind and not understand that i'm not as wonderful as SHE.
If only this lovely girl could understand that i wish to be ANYONE but me.
Oh couldn't she look in the mirror and see what I see??
Sarah you can be you!!!! why on earth would you ever want to be like me?
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