Hopeless-for The Two....

i know it is a hopeless cause

i forgive you but the friendship

must go on pause

you and her are one
i'm the outcast
the bond has been undone

i wish not to get in the way
i love you both

but i cannot stay

i hope to mend the hole

 of my own

before i try to ride the bucking bull

to many times the whole has appeared 

the patches wear and tare

friendships failing is always what i feared

but again my nightmare has awoken

oh how i wish my heart

to be unbroken 

for now i will just be alone

even though it hurts me

to the very bone

oh i have such trust in you

but it must end

so you can be a two

i tire of working for this friendship to last

oh how i wish we could flash back 

into the past

oh how i apologize for giving up

but i am weak and now it is half empty

our friendship cup

i guess it means that we are through 

oh dear sarah and tessa

i will NEVER forget you.